Always strangers, never friends

Always strangers, never friends. This is how we live our life. Never there for each other always complaining....We can't remember the last time we laughed together...We can't remember if we even did this. I don't know when you're sad and you can barely remember my name.We never use the word "us". I feel ashamed when I look at you and you never look at me, not even when you say something. The ground must be more understanding because I can't think of any other reason why you stare at it. It's like we don't speak the same language, we don't breath the same air...I don't feel like I should tell you anything and you have nothing to say. I wake up early in the morning and my first thought is to leave the room forgetting that you lay there next to me. It's like you're not there. I can't find the reason...I don't know how we got here but something it's broken. I am not sad and neither are you. We are sick of each other. The only reason we still live together lying that we are perfect for each other is that we are afraid of the fact that people may actually ask questions and we don't even have answers. We can't even remember when we stopped talking. We just don't do this anymore and we're cool with it. We like to pretend...we love to lie...We're actors and our life is the stage. We enjoy it and we don't complain about anything...No tears, no changes...only lies...Why? Because we're good at this.